Freedom?

Ramdom Thoughts

1. อยากดูหนัง The English Patient, The Last Emperor, Shine ซื้อมาดองเป็นปียังไม่ได้แตะ นี่จะมาอยากดูมินิซีรียส์ The Prisoner อีกหกตอน Angel Eyes รอบที่ล้าน The Count of Monte Cristo ที่ทั้งอยากอ่านและอยากดู มีหนังโรงอย่าง Inception ที่อยากดูอีก โอ๊ยๆๆๆ ความจริงอยากดูตั้งแต่ Shutter Island เดือนก่อนนู้นเลย นี่เราไม่ได้เข้าโรงหนังมานานแค่ไหนแล้วเนี่ย เรื่องสุดท้ายที่ดู The Proposal ก็กี่เดือนมาแล้วว่ะ?
2. แพลนภาพยนตร์ต่อไปก็ต้องเป็น Toy Story อันนี้ต้องดูให้ได้จริงๆ ต้องดูง่ะ
3. I currently have a man Crush on Jim Caviezel, best known for playing Jesus in The Passion of the Christ. I watched 'the passion' in theaters when it came out. Before that I watched him in Frequency and The Count of Monte Cristo. But I was totally crush on him when I watched Angel Eyes. I guess because it was a romantic movie that I watch of him that made me fell in love with his performance. He was the reason why I want to watch "The Prisoner" and re-watch The Count of Monte Cristo. I watch "The Count" 5-6 years ago, but my English was bad then. So it would be a good idea to watch it again as well as reading the book.
4. To clear things up, I really like ANGEL EYES movie, not just one particular actor. I though J.Lo is a better actor that a singer.
5. I used to have a man crush in Josh Lucas from Sweet Home Alabama and Nicolas Cage when I was very young. I still like Josh Lucas, but haven't seen much from him since 'Poseidon'--bad movie and Nic Cage's movies haven't interested me for years.
6. I have to go hurry doing thesis. It's better doing one thing at a time.
   
7. The truth, I've watched a lot of rom-com and rom-dra movies. But I didn't have crush on many male leads, the last two guys I remember having a crush on are James Marsden from 27 dresses and Jim Caviezel from Angel Eyes. I watched many Matthew McConaughey's rom com movies but didn't care much about that guy. That's a proof!! I'm not easily crushed.
8. I just finished watching the trailer of "life as we know it movie" starrting Kathering Heigl and Josh Duhamel. Everytime I see Katherine Heigl in a movie, I think of a younger Meg Ryan. Anyway, her movies don't interest me much.
   
9. I'm done writing, I going to bed now....for real.

Movie Mood

I'm still moving on everyday, doing the things I must do, should do and stumble in sometimes.

Recently, I'm very into the movie called "Angel Eyes" starring Jennifer Lopez and Jim Caviezel.
To be honest, I'm not really a fan of JLO, I can listen to some of her music, but not so much. But like alot out there, I like her more when she's acting.

What really brought me into this movie was because I really needed some refreshment. Beside world cup football, I hadn't watched any movies for months. So it's fitting that I stumble into this movie I'd been eager to watch, but never had opportunity for years.

What I like....or say really love about this movie is the love story between Sharon and Catch. It's dramatic, mysterious and heartfelt. The chemistry between JLo and JC was well acted. Catch is a dark and mysterious guy who, as time go by, you mysteriously fell in love with. I thought casting Jim Caviezel as catch was a perfect match. It was hard to believe that few years later, Jim would be most remembered for playing Jesus in The Passion of the Christ. But I like him nonetheless, one of my favorite Hollywood actors :)

Although the trailer was somewhat misleading. But again, never judge a book by its cover, or how bad those so-called critics write about. It is the best that you appreciate it yourself.



Last but not least, I think it might be great to give yourself a movie night once a week. Go out and choose the movie you like to watch for whatever reasons then sit back, relax and enjoy.

Twisted Feelings

PP the rabbit
2007-2010

The last 2 days has been really hard for me. I lost my lovely rabbit named PP for some unknown reasons. It happened right bore 9PM Wednesday. On the way home I bought him favorite veggies, then I came home seeing him lying flatly on the floor. The image I saw was unexplainable. I was in shock, I couldn't believe this is really happening.

PP was the male rabbit that my mom brought him home 2 and a half years ago. At first I had mixed feelings about having a pet our house. But we grew to love him as time gone by. I put him on my self-phone to remind me of a home when I was away from home. He was the one that brought our family together. Having PP was like having a baby you never had because despite the change in size, he was always your kid. It was easy to forgive him, even though he broke my laptop adapters 3 times already. When I came home, the first thing I did was looking for him. It feels so weird that now I don't have anyone to watch over my house anymore.

I can write more just how I feel about PP. My sis has already express her feelings on her blog. This week is a week full of mixed emotions. I'm glad that my sis and my friends has graduated. At the same time, it's been sad. I'm still sad, and I have to get over this feeling fast. But it's still kinda hard.

Last night I was youtubing my favorite songs, the songs that I can relate to, the songs that I cry to. I came up with a few of them that I thought maybe I can use them in my funeral. But that's not the point. These songs are just like medicine, they slowly heals you as time goes by.

• I listen to "circle of life" from the lion king and I cried so hard, I cry just about every time I heard this song for no reason.
• The first song I played as a tribute to PP is Bye Bye from Mariah Carey, she's so great for summing up my feelings in one simple song.
• Here without you from 3 doors down is really the first song I can absolutely relate to. It was hit around the time of my dad's passing. 7 years ago, I cry really hard when hearing this song.
  
• Gone too soon from MJ is so full of emptiness. It may not explain your feeling much, but listen to this, you'll feel like the one who's gone has gone to a better place.
• Wind Beneath My Wings from Bette Midler makes me cry so bad just be listening to the lyrics.

• I ended the grieve by listening to From the distance by Bette Midler. But it's not the end, you just have to move on.

Finally, I would like to thank you to all my friends who make this week better just by having a dinner and chatting with you guys. It was a great getaway from all sadness. Ploy, Fai and all of The pujjek group are the best of friends. And I would like to thank Mr.Komsit for calling me back after 2 miss calls and wait to take a photo with me on MRT, I appreciate it alot :)

Now it's time to move on. PP, I'm so thankful for the time we have together. And to the friends, I hope we'll keep in touch, whether it is just a little hello. BTW, I hope to finish my NAN city presentation within weekend. And I can stay focus and stabilize my emotions.